Saturday, November 05, 2011
Attachment at Setsco for one month and three weeks already, yet, I'm still adapting to the working environment.
I quite like being at site lab at start, but now, i doubt i still do. I'm sure the colleagues there are super nice and awesome people to work with. Especially the IAQ/IH teammates. Despite that point, I'm still abit reluctant to say I love my job. The job parameter is way too much for me to handle, like seriously.
However, I'm still grateful to KaiRong for being so nice to guide me along. Although I can see he's quite pissed off sometimes. I know i'm at fault, but it's just too difficult for me to memorize the pros and cons of each and every pumps within one month. I admit I'm slow at learning and I'm already trying my best.
Yesterday was a pretty stress day for me. I admit, i'm angry when he say I didn't put in the effort. Well, I DID! It's just that despite the fact that I'd put in the extra effort, you guys still can't sense it. then it ain't my fault. Right?
Cried for the first time yesterday about work. I seriously can't take the stress and the guiltiness. It's my fault, I know. I don't blame anyone for that, but at least, you don't have to voice out that harsh comment. But, lucky enough, Jeffrey actually cracked me up during lunch time. He really made my day. He's more like a friend than a colleague, plus the way he behaves and talks, sometimes, it seems that he is your friend, sometimes, he seems to be like your parents, and other times, he seems to be like your teacher. He's definitely a good listener.
I'm so envious of Zonn and the gang, well, at least they're graduating in a week time. Yea, they had suffered too, but no matter what, I'm still very envious that they're leaving for school soon! Good luck to their final exams. As for me, 4 more months of 'suffering' to go and endure.
I know I'm still very very lucky as compared to those microbiology lab or what, but well, I do have stress in my lab as well. People usually see the outer image instead of the inner one. Everyone hopes to get into my lab. Everyone hopes to get my job, but what I hope now was... THIS ATTACHMENT CAN END ASAP!
But, of course, I will miss it after it really ends. This is human nature.. Right??!
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