It's super alamak recently. School was manageable, everything is alright except the fact that my mummy and daddy are quarreling over that particular matter again! Darn! It's like forever and never ending kind. I seriously don't understand why other families can be so 'trouble-free'.. Everything starts with that particular uncle.

Yea, I know I know he's handicap in some ways... I know I know he's my uncle; My daddy's beloved older brother, but hell yes, I just can't agree with the fact that he's the one causing all the unhappiness in my family(esp my parents). So he's all my uncles and aunties' sibling, like hello? He's everyone brother, not only my dad's. I don't understand why adults can make promises and break them so easily? Don't they feel bad at all? Was it not against their conscience? Everyone had agreed on 'sponsoring' 50bucks monthly on him, then why can't you guys fulfill the promise? 50bucks per month for working adults is not at all a heavy burden.

Hell yea, you're the worst. Not to pin point or what, but you stand up with the suggestion then can't you be the role model to others by fulfilling the agreement you guys had agreed on? Every time you would say things like daughter need money for studies, son need money, the car is still under loan, need to pay for it every month etc. Like hello? I know your family is doing great, not wealthy though but I don't see it as that bad anyway.... If really your family is that poor, then how could you afford to get a car still? Stop spouting rubbish, seriously, if you can't bear to spend just 50bucks on you older brother, you can just be frank, there's not a need to beat around the bushes seriously. -.-

Anyway, I'm seriously not trying to pin point on you or whatever shit, but that's just my personal opinions. I don't think it's right to let my dad settle the problem with my small uncle ONLY, I mean, he's everyone sibling, so he's everyone responsibility, am I not right? 

Now my mummy and daddy is having cold war against each other again. Great thanks to all those awesome unclesssss and auntiessss! BITCH! 

To add on a point, my mummy is not being mean or something, but hello?! There's something called future! My mummy needs to plan for both my brother and mine future. She's not trying to be a bad person by stopping my dad in helping my uncle, but everyone do have limit in doing something, so is my dad. 

Hope you people can fucking be shameful of your acts and spare a thought for us. Do your part! 

Okay, firstly, I've gotten my dear Fujifilm Instax Mini 7s Polariod Camera! :) In my beloved BLUE COLOUR! HEHEHE! Love it to the max~ 

Chinese New Year is ending in 2 days time. Okay, the angbaos I've collected this year was a slightly a little better than last year i assume. Except that I missed quite a few super BIG ones. :( Anyway, I don't think it made any differences since I don't keep the money with me. My mummy always keep it safe in the bank. I wonder why she just simply let me keep my own angbaos money myself..... I'm 18 yo! 

She always said it's for future purposes, in case I got into University and at that time I'll need lots money.... But seriously speaking, with my own ability, not trying to be low in self confidence or what, I don't think I can make it to University.... I don't really see the reason why is it a must for me to go University even, I'm not good in my academics and I'm pretty sure of that. 

Well well well.... The term break is coming again... I'm very sure everyone would be YAY-ing about that.. But I'm not at all happy about the upcoming term break. Not much reason... One and only reason is... It means I'll have nothing to do at home again. I'm gonna rot again! Awwww, shit~ 

Exams coming soon.. In 3 weeks time, so it's really very SOON! Not very well prepared.. Oh man~ :( Hope I'll get 3.5 pointers, a study week before exams is very pretty much needed. I'm going to shut myself in a room with no laptop, no computer and no tv room.... No distraction is allow right? Heh heh! Anyway to help one to concentrate in self revising? Tell me can?? :)

BYE!

BYE~