Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Second post of the year and here I am.. doing all this kind of silly things.
Okay, not to complain anything but my life is like so meaningless now.
Not to say that I've suicidal thoughts in my mind but just that I can't find anything that really interest me. Shit, like seriously, when I meant nothing it means NOTHING!
Everyone knows what to do after another year. Some wants to continue their studies in local polytechnic, some have already start planning for a working life, some have collected information for private school. However, a glance at myself? Hmmm, nothing planned yet, for now.
I've yet to decide if I really want my whole career life to be something got to do with Science. That day, during Harvey Norman fair, I get to know these few friends whom they have found their goals. Even the youngest(younger than me) knew what he wants in future. 13 pointers for Os is seriously... WOW!
Till now, I have no idea what I wants for my future. I don't know what kind of job I want, etc. Sucks! I hate to admit but yea, I think I have regretted going into CPT. But it doesn't mean I hate it. At least, deep in my heart, I felt relieved that I chose CPT than Accountancy. Haha! That's something I'm slightly glad about.
Life have some ups and downs recently, I agreed I'm stubborn and maybe obstinate. But, that's me! You guys should already knew it since you have know me for like three years and for some, even more than three years. I think you should know me well. I'm someone who is nice if you treat me well, but if you think I'm someone who you can fucking annoy me with. Then, you are freaking wrong! Don't try to betray me or back stab me! Cause you'll end up doubly hurt! So don't go home twisting the stories to your mom saying I am the one who did that blah blah blah when you are the one who actually did that!
As for the rest of the people. Hello! I'm a human! Please spare a thought for me, I have feelings too yea!? I'm not a toy or something which you can actually control me! So think twice if you want to do that... I can't promised you not getting hate by me. Got it?
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